October 16, 2013

Gue udah ngetik page ini tahun lalu, gue inget persis gue ngetik masih dalam keadaan sangat berduka setelah kepergian pho-pho.

Gue gk tau kenapa gue gk ngepost ini page selama ini, gue biarin cuma ada di dalam folder draft gue sekian lama..

Dan hari ini, tepat satu tahun berlalu. Gue baca dari post facebook kakak sepupu gue tentang setahun perginya pho-pho.. gue bisa langsung berasa flashback dan merasakan apa yang gue rasakan di jam, tanggal, dan bulan yang sama di tahun lalu..

gue post kan ini sebagai bentuk cinta dan kerinduan gue ke pho-pho gue tercinta 

Tepat satu tahun berlalu Pho-pho Alan "Liem Siu Lan"

October 16, 2012 at 10:00

It was the day that you left us, back to your real home with God. This is the day that make us shocked because you left us without one of us beside you Granny. I don’t know why, they said that maybe you didn’t want we see when your gone. Kuku leni said that the day before that day, you got fever. And your stomach was not good, you throw all of food from your stomach. You didn’t want to take anything from this world. You left all of it for your family, your husband, child, and your grandchild.

I remember when I was child, you teach me how to pray. You stood behind me, hold my hand and pray to God, on your pray you always said “peng an sun sun” (always be a good person).

October 20, 2012 at 10:00

Granny zhen de dui bu qi, they said that your birth date is really not good, and it was a reason for us not to delivered you to your last rest place, we won’t to see when you was burned on crematorium. It was really hurt us, make us felt that we have do something wrong. But we still have to do that.

I believe that God will be with you always. You are a great and good person. God knows you better than us. God will bless you and take you to His better place.

Granny you should know how big our love for you. Sorry if we have made you disappoint, if we have never show you our success. But I’m promises will do something best, do my best always for you..

Love you Granny,.

God Bless You always…

:’)

And Now....

October 16, 2013 at 10:00

Is a year ago,

That u have passed away, leaving all u've got.. 

Bring out all our tears,

Leaving some regrets on me,

Sorry if i couldn't see u even just once..

Hope u were happy there,

Love u Grandmom,.

Miss u as always,.

-Ur first grandson "VincentLiang"-