Senin, 01 Oktober 2012

Want to be a...


What I want to write in here?? I don’t know, many things run in my head that I really want to write down in this page. But I don’t know want to start from what.  In the past, I even think that I want to be a lawyer, a judge, a policewoman, everything that connect with rules activity, strong, black(maybe), full with debate. It’s cool when I’m thinking about that. But know everythings is changes. If you ask me about future, maybe I’ll give my answer “I want to be a writer”
Lawyer become writer, hey dude, that is very different,.  North and south, in front and behind. I don’t know why I set my future like that. But actually I like writing, I like dreaming, I like an imagination. As far as I know,  I don’t like war, I don’t like violent, I don’t like the situation that full with debate pro and kontra. Maybe because my family near from violent, make others fall down, lawyers, and others it’s make me feel that is so crowded, frustration, make my brain like an boom time for myself..
I usually think that I want to run out from many people, stay at the silent place. I want to refresh my mind. Every time when I am alone, my brain can run so fast. I don’t  say that I’m a closed woman. Maybe it’s because silent is gold, silent is an inspiration.
Can I be a writer??  My heart will shout “sure you can” but my Brain talk to me “are you sure that you can??”
Is it called “GALAU” ??
But right now I will always try to write, write everything that I want to write..
So??
KEEP FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!