a good bye..

it just in the morning..
I got a personal chat from an unknown number that give an information about you.I still remembered our last chat on bbm.. we talk about your wedding preparation, about china's visa, about pregnant, about baby, about business..

Maybe I know you not as better as others.. we just 3 years classmate, a year sit on the same table, sometimes you bring me a meal, and we talk about something unusefull.. you are a reason why when we make a deal to meet up is always raining.. your annoying voice and laugh have been recorded on my head

I remembered last time we meet for watching a child movie "Doraemon", then we took some photos to keep the moment..

if I know that moment is our last time, I will spend more time with you.. take as many photos as we can.. laughting until others thinking that we are crazy..

if Doraemon can go back for nobita, can you back for us?? for your family??

I still can't believe that you have gone from this world,. you choose to meet your father.. I can't breathe for a moment when I know about you there..

we just really missing you..
will you come to my dream and tell me about your day there..

I always said I hope God create a human like you just in one version, thats you..
because a person like u will never have a changes.. and now, I am crying when I make this blog post for you..

Rest In Peace INGE HSU..
I love you so much, but God Loves you more than anything..

selamat jalan kawan..
will be missing you damn much..

13Mei1993 - 17Februari2015

Valentine..

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream

And I know just where to touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you
Everything I gotta tell you
But I know I gotta give it a try

And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules
And I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game

But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all

Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all,
Making love out of nothing at all

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LOVE..
a simple word that have a deep mean..
what is love for me?
let me explain to you something..

everlasting and never end.. thats love..

so when u are in a relationship with ur boy/girlfriend its not enough called love.. its just a like..

parents give their whole life for their children that is love..

friend? if you can be friend from u are a child till u are oldman, that is love..

yes, anyone can say love.. but the way they show what love is,that's the true love means.. u will fight to reach your dream, believe u can have a brighter future for ur future family.. a power that can change nothing becomes everything..

i can feel the true love from my daddy..
thats a true and deep love i ever had..

what is love for u??