My Father in law

Dear My Father in Law, 

I am typical of someone that usually hide emotion. When I notice that you are in critical condition I can't do anything I can't be there but while crying in the car I am praying for you, for your soul. I maybe looks not so care about you but I always want you to be healthy and happy. 

Honestly for me you are not just om kumis for many years or just father in law for view months that usually I called babe in front of your childrens. For me you are really role model of a father that I never have before for many years. You teach me not to only able to drive a car but to make people can sleep or take some rest when your are driving. You never give me money but you teach me how to become a man, how to protect your family, how to keep fight in your painful illness and how to atone your sin in the past. You are not the best father in the world but you are the best father that you can be and the best father model for me. 

I am quite deeply shock when you are gone. But now I just can pray for your soul. When someone close to you die suddenly like that always remind me that I am just human that can be dead. Remind me to use my time wisely becouse you will never know when is your turn. 

Papi goodbye till we meet again. I promise that I will take care of your most care daughter in the rest of my life. 

Dear God please accept my beloved father in law in heaven. Amen. 


Albert Thie

Good Bye

after very long time.. finally I come to my blog again..
with a story that i would share to you..

29 November 2019
I never thought that it would be our last day with you, Dad..
I see that the pain is really hurt you. I'm pretty sure you know its your last minute with us. You dont want your child see u in your hard time. I just really thankful that you still wait us ( your child ) for thanking you, saying sorry and good bye to you.

Sudah ikhlas kah kami yang ditinggalkan? I definetely will say YES..
dari awal tahu papa sakit kami sudah ditempatkan dalam posisi harus siap, ikhlas dan berserah pada Tuhan. Sedih dan tangis adalah wajar. Tapi kami kuat, kami yakin Tuhan sudah mengatur segala sesuatu baik adanya. God's guides us.

Papa sudah tidak sakit, papa sudah tidak usah kemo lagi, papa sudah tidak perlu oksigen tabung standby 24 jam lagi.. Papa sudah sehat, sudah tenang dan damai bersama Bapa di Surga.
I believe you are still stand and looking around your child.. Just keep looking your naughty child from above, Dad..
We'll do much thing to make you proud

I really loves you Dad

See you,
Till we meet again in next life..
Coming to my dream when miss me, just like I really miss you now :)