Past-Future

I just realize that life's isn't that easy..
what happened with me?? hahaha

I just want to be the new me without my history behind.
Thinking that i created from a broken home family, makes me becoming me right now.
I always said for myself that I dont want to be like them (my parents and their way to teach their child).
In the future, None of my child will see their parents hit one others, fighting like a boxer, throwing an UFO, lost one another, get out from house, and DIVORCE.
Did i just tell you about my story behind?? hahahaha but actually Yes, definitely YES.
I know It created me become like this. the one with stone inside my heart, who just dont know how to throw it out. As far as it didn't grow to be more big it doesn's matter for me (i think)..

So, i want to make some promise for me, myself, and I before getting married and build my own family...
- I should control my speech.. Do not say rude
- Thinking before Acting
- Just control my ego
- Self intropection
- Maybe i should learn how to be a romantic one :p
- and maybe I should spend more time for blogging hahaha.. why?? because i can be much me when i writting. I am not just writting, but also I learning from every word i write too.

am I regret about it?? the young me would say YES..
But me right now will say No..
Everything happened with a reason.. God takes me to this place with some reason that maybe others can't do.

NOTHING WE DO CAN CHANGE THE PAST, BUT EVERYTHING WE DO CHANGES THE FUTURE