Jumat, 06 Desember 2019
My Father in law
I am typical of someone that usually hide emotion. When I notice that you are in critical condition I can't do anything I can't be there but while crying in the car I am praying for you, for your soul. I maybe looks not so care about you but I always want you to be healthy and happy.
Honestly for me you are not just om kumis for many years or just father in law for view months that usually I called babe in front of your childrens. For me you are really role model of a father that I never have before for many years. You teach me not to only able to drive a car but to make people can sleep or take some rest when your are driving. You never give me money but you teach me how to become a man, how to protect your family, how to keep fight in your painful illness and how to atone your sin in the past. You are not the best father in the world but you are the best father that you can be and the best father model for me.
I am quite deeply shock when you are gone. But now I just can pray for your soul. When someone close to you die suddenly like that always remind me that I am just human that can be dead. Remind me to use my time wisely becouse you will never know when is your turn.
Papi goodbye till we meet again. I promise that I will take care of your most care daughter in the rest of my life.
Dear God please accept my beloved father in law in heaven. Amen.
Albert Thie
Good Bye
with a story that i would share to you..
29 November 2019
I never thought that it would be our last day with you, Dad..
I see that the pain is really hurt you. I'm pretty sure you know its your last minute with us. You dont want your child see u in your hard time. I just really thankful that you still wait us ( your child ) for thanking you, saying sorry and good bye to you.
Sudah ikhlas kah kami yang ditinggalkan? I definetely will say YES..
dari awal tahu papa sakit kami sudah ditempatkan dalam posisi harus siap, ikhlas dan berserah pada Tuhan. Sedih dan tangis adalah wajar. Tapi kami kuat, kami yakin Tuhan sudah mengatur segala sesuatu baik adanya. God's guides us.
Papa sudah tidak sakit, papa sudah tidak usah kemo lagi, papa sudah tidak perlu oksigen tabung standby 24 jam lagi.. Papa sudah sehat, sudah tenang dan damai bersama Bapa di Surga.
I believe you are still stand and looking around your child.. Just keep looking your naughty child from above, Dad..
We'll do much thing to make you proud
I really loves you Dad
See you,
Till we meet again in next life..
Coming to my dream when miss me, just like I really miss you now :)
Rabu, 01 Agustus 2018
A WHOLE NEW WORLD (Ost ALLADIN)
shining, shimmering, splendid
tell me, princess, now when did
you last let your heart decide?
i can open your eyes
take you wonder by wonder
over, sideways and under
on a magic carpet ride
a whole new world
a new fantastic point of view
no one to tell us no
or where to go
or say we're only dreaming
a whole new world
a dazzling place i never knew
but when i'm way up here
it's crystal clear
that now i'm in a whole new world with you
unbelievable sights
indescribable feeling
soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
through an endless diamond sky
a whole new world
don't you dare close your eyes
a hundred thousand things to see
i'm like a shooting star
i've come so far
i can't go back to where i used to be
a whole new world
with new horizons to pursue
i'll chase them anywhere
there's time to spare
let me share this whole new world with you
a whole new world
that's where we'll be
a thrilling chase
a wondrous place
for you and me
NB: lagi mellow makanya upload nih lirik lagu..a true love meaning..
Jumat, 16 Maret 2018
Past-Future
what happened with me?? hahaha
I just want to be the new me without my history behind.
Thinking that i created from a broken home family, makes me becoming me right now.
I always said for myself that I dont want to be like them (my parents and their way to teach their child).
In the future, None of my child will see their parents hit one others, fighting like a boxer, throwing an UFO, lost one another, get out from house, and DIVORCE.
Did i just tell you about my story behind?? hahahaha but actually Yes, definitely YES.
I know It created me become like this. the one with stone inside my heart, who just dont know how to throw it out. As far as it didn't grow to be more big it doesn's matter for me (i think)..
So, i want to make some promise for me, myself, and I before getting married and build my own family...
- I should control my speech.. Do not say rude
- Thinking before Acting
- Just control my ego
- Self intropection
- Maybe i should learn how to be a romantic one :p
- and maybe I should spend more time for blogging hahaha.. why?? because i can be much me when i writting. I am not just writting, but also I learning from every word i write too.
am I regret about it?? the young me would say YES..
But me right now will say No..
Everything happened with a reason.. God takes me to this place with some reason that maybe others can't do.
NOTHING WE DO CAN CHANGE THE PAST, BUT EVERYTHING WE DO CHANGES THE FUTURE
Rabu, 07 Maret 2018
#01022018
Minggu, 21 Mei 2017
WARISAN
memperhatikannya, lalu berpikir telah memiliki kebenaran secara utuh."
Tidak!
Senin, 28 November 2016
AADC 2
Tidak ada New York hari ini
Tidak ada New York kemarin
Aku sendiri dan tidak berada di sini
Semua orang adalah orang lain
Bahasa Ibu adalah kamar tidurku
Kupeluk tubuh sendiri
Dan Cinta, Kau tak ingin aku
mematikan mata lampu
Jendela terbuka
dan masa lampau memasukiku sebagai angin
Meriang. Meriang. Aku meriang.
Kau yang panas di kening, kau yang dingin dikenang
Ketika aku bertanya kepadamu tentang cinta
AADC 1
hahaha
Udah lewat jauh dari film fenomenal 2016 Ada Apa Dengan CInta 2
Tapi karena lagi bosen dan gak tau mau ngapain jadilah nonton ulang AADC2 dilanjutkan AADC1 (well you should know but I really enjoy watching movie like this..hahaha)
Dan selalu dibuat kagum dengan semua puisinya
Gue termasuk penikmat puisi dan pembuat (rusak) puisi :p
Yuph here is for you all "CInta n Rangga Lovers" lets start "BAPER"
Puisi Cinta
Ketika tunas ini tumbuh
Serupa tubuh yang mengakar
Setiap nafas yang terhembus adalah kata
Angan, debur dan emosi
Bersatu dalam jubah terpautan
Tangan kita terikat
Lidah kita menyatu
Maka setiap apa terucap adalah sabda pendita ratu
Ahh.. diluar itu pasir diluar itu debu
Hanya angin meniup saja
Lalu terbang hilang tak ada
Tapi kita tetap menari
Menari cuma kita yg tau
Jiwa ini tandu maka duduk saja
Maka akan kita bawa
Semua
Karena..
Kita Semua Adalah Satu
Puisi Rangga
Puisi Perpisahan Rangga
Kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
Kulari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
Sepi… sepi dan sendiri aku benci
Ingin bingar aku mau di pasar
Bosan aku dengan penat
Enyah saja engkau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika kusendiri
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
Ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang di tembok keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya biar terdera?
Atau aku harus lari ke hutan, belok ke pantai?
And the Last is....
Jumat, 06 Mei 2016
Long Weekend Ngapain??
5-8 Mei ini orang-orang pada heboh log weekend.. loe tau donk pasti??
yupz, hebohnya long weekend itu selalu sukses bikin Jakarta ini superrrrr muacetttt di h-1 nya.. entah kenapa tapi gue mengartika mereka selebrasi sambil tiduran di jalan raya.. (yakaleeee -___- )
what are u going on this super long weekend guys?
gue sendiri gak ada acara khusus sih d long weekend kali ini.. yang terlintas cuma mau selonjoran di rumah..enikmati jakarta yang lebih tenang dengan sebagian penghuninya pindah ke puncak dan bandung.
hari pertama libur, gue mencoba keisengan gue dengan naik kereta commuter line.. sengaja minta jemput naik kereta dari BSD-JAKARTA-BSD lagi.. kenapa kereta? karena gue taunya kereta itu dulu masih yang super jorok, gratis (gue nyolong naik tanpa tiket waktu gue SD dulu). Agak jauh dari ekspektasi gue sih hahaha... Dalam pikiran gue, gue udah bayangin setara dengan MRT di Singapore.. udah pake kartu (gue anggep mirip EZ LINK), ber AC (setara shinkansen?), rute yang seharusnya bisa ditempuh super cepat.. Dan hasilnyaaaa?? BSD-JKT-BSD ditempuh dari jam 11 pagi sampai kembali di BSD jam 5 sore.. what theeeeee *u*k!!! kapokkkk...
banyak trouble banget, signal lah, nunggu orang di pinggir kereta minggir lah biar gk nabrak, kendala mesin, kendala teknis belum lagi liat penumpangnya yang super brutal, lari cuma supaya dapat duduk, duduk maksa minta bagi kursi berdua padahal jelas tuh bokong udah gak tertampung di bangku dan blablablabla.. Jakarta needs transportation moreeeeee moreeeee moreeeeee than this..
naik mobil sendiri jauh lebih cepat.. gimana gak srmua orang berlomba pengen punya kendaraan sendiri..
hari ketiga libur gue mencoba lagi naik transportasi lain yaitu Transjakarta.. nah kalo yang ini gue lebih kenal akrab sih. setaon terakhir masih pernah lah naik.. jauh lebih baik, bersih, ac dingin, informasi memadai.. masalahnya cuma lagi-lagi di halte yang rusak atau lebih tepatnya dirusak sampe pintunya rusak2, mejanya mau roboh.. suka bingung sama yang tangannya usil gitu..
so kalau ditanya commuter line or transjakarta? gue dengan cepat jawab "TRANSJAKARTA", sorry PT KAI, masih banyak banget yang harus diperbaiki dengan segala jenis kendala saat berkereta..
gak gitu penting kan post gue kali ini hahahaha.. buat gue berlibur kayak gini tuh jarang banget bisa gue lakuin.. terbiasa naik kendaraan sendiri juga kadang gak enak, ya setuju lah kalo orang bilang rumput tetangga lebih hijau.. gue aja mau cobain naik kereta lagi walaupun jelas kalo naik kendaraan sendiri juga bisa.. satu hal penting yang gue suka dari naik kendaraan umum gini adalah i GOT too much Inspiration!! yupz, percaya deh inspirasi itu didapat dari hal sepele bahkan cuma karena naik kendaraan umum..
gak percaya? gue udah lama gak blogging, dan gue buat post ini d dalam transjakarta rute cawang-ancol.. hahaha.. otak lebih muter saat kita ganti suasana :))
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