Magic Pills

hello dreamers..

may i give you a question??

answer it but dont takes too many times for thinking.. 

just let urself answer it..

so, here is the question..

five... four... three.. two.. one...

BAMMMMMM!!!!!

have u got ur answer??

what is ur answer??

the blue one or the red one??

this is a very special question i think..

why??because every answer is a right answer for right person..

so, nothing will get a false..

maybe u will get a blue pill for recovery ur past to make a brighter you now..

or maybe u will get red pill for make u know what u will be in the future..

then me??

what is my answer??

its a hard question, but i will choose the red one..

no... its not because red is my favorite colour hahaha..

why i dont choose blue because i think my past is a wonderful time for making me to be me like now.. i just want to make sure who am I, and what am I in the future..

thats my answer..

its your turn now..

blue pill or red one?? ;))

Friendship

Percaya nggak kalian dengan apa yang disebut FIRASAT??

gue sendiri termasuk yang mempercayainya sebagai sesuatu yang memang benar benar ada..

so here is the story..

hari itu tepat hari sabtu, hari keberangkatan Inge dari Jakarta ke Guangzhou.. dan hari itu juga secara kebetulan gue masuk kembali ke line grup beranggotakan 7orang, dimana ada kami 4sahabat wanita dan tambahan 3 pria lainnya..karena satu dan lain hal, gue memilih keluar line grup dan gak pernah mau masuk kembali.. berkali-kali diminta join grup lagi, gue tolak dengan alasan lebih suka personal chat..tapi pagi itu, entah dorongan apa yang buat gue masuk ke grup dengan sendirinya.. so i think this is the beginning..

keesokan harinya, tepat di hari Minggu malam.. Inge dari Guangzhou memberi kabar bahwa ia telah sampai di China, dan baru bisa memberikan informasi karena baru membeli provider lokal. sedikit dan sekilas bertukar cerita dengan Inge dalam beberapa menit.. tanpa kami sadari chat malam itu hanya ada kami berempat ( wanita, tanpa 3pria lain.. biasanya selalu ada salah satu dari pria ikut berbicara di chat.. sekedar basa basi ato malah saling mencela hahaha).. this is the second..

20 Februari 2015 pagi..gue mendapatkan pesan singkat melalui whatsapp dari nomor asing (yang ternyata adik dari Inge) yang memberikan informasi bahwa Inge sudah tidak ada lagi di dunia ini.. Inge meninggal di Guangzhou. Dengan tangan gemetar gue menginformasikan ke line grup. BAM!!! heboh.. Airmata mulai mengalir terhitung sejak saat itu.. Keluarga Inge butuh bantuan agar jenazah bisa segera pulang ke Indonesia, tidak ada kerabat dekat Inge yang membantu. Darisana kami tergerak, Inge butuh kami agar bisa pulang ke Jakarta.. Mulai dari hari itulah perdebatan, kerjasama, dan arti dari sebuah persahabatan diuji.. berkali-kali emosi meluap setiap ada hal yang menghambat kepulangan jenazah sahabat kami.. setiap hari kami intensif saling update informasi terbaru mengenai kabar proses pemulangan jenazah sahabat kami.. Bertengkar, menangis, mengenang kembali, bertemu memalui mimpi, mencari tahu, menelepon, mengirim pesan, menyebar info, dll.. itulah hari hari kami sejak informasi meninggalnya sahabat kami.. hingga akhirnya kabar pemulangan Jenazah sahabat kami sudah dipastikan.. foto tiket sudah ditangan..

9 Maret 2015 Jenazah sahabat kami, Inge tiba di Jakarta..

11 Maret 2015 Jenazah Inge di kremasi..

12 Maret 2015, i left line grup again.. 

 

yups, kenapa gue menyudahi dengan kembali keluar line grup, karena gue sadar dari awal gue masuk grup kembali ternyata Inge yang memanggil kami, untuk bisa chat kembali berempat untuk yang terakhir kalinya.. Agar kami bisa membantunya, membawanya kembali pulang ke Jakarta.. Tugas gue sudah selesai.. Kami menepati janji dan buktikan Inge bisa kembali ke Jakarta.. makasih Ing sampai terakhir didunia, u masih percaya sama persahabatan kita

I really proud to our friendship.. (me, Nesia Zhang, Anna, and Inge) 

our friendship have a really really deep meaning for me..

gak peduli berapa kali cekcok, berapa banyak kekecewaan, tapi memiliki arti yang gak semua persahabatan bisa rasakan.. Just believe on it..

then, why i told all of this story to this blog?? 

bukan untuk memberitahu bahwa kami hebat,.

tapi mengabadikan sebuah moment penting dalam hidup gue ditempat dimana gak bisa terhapuskan.. dipikiran, dihati dan di blog pribadi gue..

jadi keinget dulu pernah mau nyanyiin lagu ini bareng bareng berempat pas perpisahan sekolah dulu.. sayang belum kesampaian tapi inget banget sempat latihan take vocal (macam musisi wkwk) di rumah Inge, dikamar Inge..

keep shining, keep smiling..

knowing you can always count on me..

for sure 

Thats what friends are for..

for good times, and bad times 

i'll be on your side forever more..

THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR..

i publish this blogpost on March 17.. 

a month after Inge left on February 17..

a good bye..

it just in the morning..
I got a personal chat from an unknown number that give an information about you.I still remembered our last chat on bbm.. we talk about your wedding preparation, about china's visa, about pregnant, about baby, about business..

Maybe I know you not as better as others.. we just 3 years classmate, a year sit on the same table, sometimes you bring me a meal, and we talk about something unusefull.. you are a reason why when we make a deal to meet up is always raining.. your annoying voice and laugh have been recorded on my head

I remembered last time we meet for watching a child movie "Doraemon", then we took some photos to keep the moment..

if I know that moment is our last time, I will spend more time with you.. take as many photos as we can.. laughting until others thinking that we are crazy..

if Doraemon can go back for nobita, can you back for us?? for your family??

I still can't believe that you have gone from this world,. you choose to meet your father.. I can't breathe for a moment when I know about you there..

we just really missing you..
will you come to my dream and tell me about your day there..

I always said I hope God create a human like you just in one version, thats you..
because a person like u will never have a changes.. and now, I am crying when I make this blog post for you..

Rest In Peace INGE HSU..
I love you so much, but God Loves you more than anything..

selamat jalan kawan..
will be missing you damn much..

13Mei1993 - 17Februari2015

Valentine..

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream

And I know just where to touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you
Everything I gotta tell you
But I know I gotta give it a try

And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules
And I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game

But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all

Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all,
Making love out of nothing at all

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LOVE..
a simple word that have a deep mean..
what is love for me?
let me explain to you something..

everlasting and never end.. thats love..

so when u are in a relationship with ur boy/girlfriend its not enough called love.. its just a like..

parents give their whole life for their children that is love..

friend? if you can be friend from u are a child till u are oldman, that is love..

yes, anyone can say love.. but the way they show what love is,that's the true love means.. u will fight to reach your dream, believe u can have a brighter future for ur future family.. a power that can change nothing becomes everything..

i can feel the true love from my daddy..
thats a true and deep love i ever had..

what is love for u??

Merry Riana Movie

Sempurnalah Cinta 

kemarin dan esok 

nanti kenangan dan harapan 

bercahaya di dalam hati 

sejuta mimpi menjadi nyata 

Denganmu kasihku 

untukmu cintaku 

Aku bersamamu 

selalu disampingmu 

untuk menjadi teman hidup 

dalam sempurna cinta kita 

kemarin dan esok  nanti 

kenangan dan harapan 

bercahaya di dalam hati 

sejuta mimpi menjadi nyata 

Denganmu (denganmu) 

kasihku (kasihku) 

untukmu cintaku (cintaku) 

Denganmu kasihku 

untukmu cintaku 

Aku bersamamu 

selalu disampingmu 

untuk menjadi teman hidup 

dalam sempurna cinta kita

Aku sendiri merinding mendengarkan suara andien dan marcell di sountrack film "Merry Riana". Emosinya begitu terasa..

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FilM ini bagi saya adalah obor yang siap menyulut setiap suluh yang sebelumnya redup menjadi kembali terbakar dan terang benderang..

I will fight till the end, and never give up.  NEVER GIVE UP..

Indonesia bangga!!

Thx miss merry for your story of life, congratz untuk semua aktor dan aktris serta kru yang terlibat dalam pembuatan film ini..

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